YOU DIDNT HEAR ME

this is probably one of the weirder things about me, i have alot of irks and am fairly stressed. But the only thing i find that really makes me from very calm and collective to a sudden, uncontrolable spike in emmotion is when someone say what or huh. I know, really weird right. There is something about having to repeat myself, saying the words again, makes me cringe. Its quite funny actually how i came about deciding what i would write about for this topic. I asked my girlfriend what makes me furious, and she said, what, delerious(question mark) i lost it, right then i realized something so minute actually got me soo emotional and worked up for a short period of time.



Im not choosing to write about the norm, on how my mommy misplaced my fasionable cartigan. I am adressing this as a serious issue, one which should be dealt with. I believe we all have them, human beings in general bare stress, and we all have those things that make us lose it, its not good, and i think we should all work on the deeper issues we have, rather then adressing our pet peeves.



Perhaps one of the reasons that repeating myself makes me lose it is because it is tapping into an unconscience pet peeve. The idea of repeating yourself is implying that the other party did not hear what you were saying, or could it be that they hear you, but their not listening. Ahh ok, this makes sence.. people not paying attention to you would imply that your less significant, that your speach can be repeated at disposal, because you are veiwed as just that, disposable.



The way i see it, if President Obama were talking to you, i highly doubt you would ever ask him to repeat himself, even if you werent paying attention, or for that matter legitamatly did not hear him.